Sunday, April 15, 2012

On the Road to a New {better} Me

It's been a while since I've written! It's not because there hasn't been anything noteworthy, but because I've been so short on time! Imagine that! Any free time I get these days, I tend to sleep away. This is giving me poor self esteem because I am getting LAZY. Ever since I got sick a month ago, I haven't been myself. I've been tired, and my feet have been dragging and man has it been rough. Let me put it this way, these last two weeks are the first two weeks since I've been sick that I haven't had to take a nap right when I got home from work. That is pathetic. Granted, when I was sick, I was still going to work most of the time which in hind-site probably wasn't the best idea. Not to mention I went running one of those days so I wouldn't fall off the horse. Not only did I fall off the horse with a vengeance, but it has taken me so much longer to get over whatever that was. Now though, I'm going to change that! AND I'm going to record it! I was thinking about recording this in my blog for all of my supportive friends to see, but usually my weight loss isn't visible in numbers very quickly, just in images. So! I'll be doing a photo diary on my awesome Facebook page! If you happen to want to follow my progress, I would LOVE it! Just reply to this post and I'll tag in the album so you can view it. I don't really want the whole world to see until I've reached my goal! I honestly don't have a specific goal in mind, except for one word- SEXXEH! Hahah just kidding! It's negative 30 pounds! It's going to take some time and support and I hope I'll find it and it will cheer me up! I'll also be keeping a journal so I know exactly what I did that day, how long I worked or worked out for, what I ate, and other such non-sense.
Anyways! I did want to gloss over an adventure I had earlier this week with Ramon yet again! We have excellent adventures that I love!! We went 4 wheeling this time and MAN was it fun! Not going to lie, for the first 10 minutes I was scared I was going to die. We went so fast, and I honestly didn't know if I could trust my arms to hold on! But! They didn't fail me! It was totally enjoyable! We went down a hill that was so steep I thought we would tip forward and flip, but nope! All was well! Then, just to show me what his baby could do, we went back up that hill... and then turned around and when back down! He's trying to kill me. And according to Ben at Target, he's not paying Roman enough or he put his trust in the wrong person! Harsh! My heart broke just a little! Just kidding!
Anyways! Remember that whole tired thing? Yeah, it's happening... So! I'll post more soon and hopefully I'll hear from you soon! I've missed you my followers, and I love you with as much as my heart can hold!