Just an Update

Oh wow, it has been forever since my last post. I have had a lot on my mind lately, but I haven't been able to organize my thoughts. I have some of them in order now, but we will see exactly how that pans out, won't we?
So! I am leaving in less than a week. This, to me, is totally insane. Me moving across the country all by my lonesome. I mean, yeah, I have dear dear family out there, but I couldn't even go to young women's girls camp without throwing up or getting so sick I had to come home. A year ago, I would have told you you were crazy if you said I was going across the country for adventure and school. I would have laughed straight in your face and told you to get your head checked. But, here we are.
Last weekend, I got rid of my security blankets: my job and my car. It is kind of scary to have one final paycheck headed your way, and then suddenly, it's going to stop. At least there is no car to pay for.. or gas. But that means you are at the mercy of other people. It kind of happens to people. I don't like mooching though. Not only did I do those two things, I moved back to my parents house. I seriously miss my girl, Holly. She and I got really close over the last 7 months, like sisters. But, she is off on her new adventure of marriage! I am so happy for her!! She sold her house and moved to AZ until her wedding! Her fiance is so sweet and they are just cuuuuuuute together! Hopefully it won't be too long before I see her again!
I really hope to see a lot of people sooner rather than later! Some of you Facebook people know that I am having a little "party" on Sunday to say goodbye. It kind of makes me sad because I don't think many people outside of my family will come! That is probably a little selfish, but since my problem I mentioned before hand about the car situation, I can't really go out and see everyone that I want to see. However, my family will be there, and friends that I have known for years will be there as well! Those people I am going to miss so much! Ones that I don't get to see as often as I wish I could, but mean so much to me!
Now that the leaving/trip has been addressed, I just have to take a second to complain about boys. Hopefully, moving will change this. Ladies, you will understand this. You give guys that "okay, I like you! Let's go ahead with this thing" they just sit there and be dumb.  Really? Dudes, get your crap together. He man up and make your move, or leave me alone so I don't waste my time. That is not my favorite thing to do. Wasting time. In their defense, I am not actually brave enough (most of the time) to say that outright. But, actions speak louder than words. Ugh!
Anyways! I don't think I have anymore of my thoughts organized. Sheesh, I still have to get all of my stuff packed, and I have NO idea how this is going to work. So, you probably won't get another post until I am all settled and out of state. Love you guys!