Today has been such... a day!! It wasn't good, and it wasn't bad. It was mostly just a Saturday. Which is a bummer if you think about it because Saturdays are supposed to be super awesome! Remember when we were kids and we would wait for One Saturday Morning on ABC to come on? We would watch Pepperann, Recess, Doug, and all of those other awesome classic cartoons?! Oh, those were the days. Days when kids actually played outside instead of inside on gaming systems, parents would parent instead of saying 'come back later, I'm checking my facebook', and we didn't worry if we had boogers or sweat or icky things like that. Being a kid was AWESOME. Seriously. Kids would never shower except that their mothers tell them to. I guess the word "stink" only applies to dog poop and cows at that age. This was actually a tangent that I didn't mean to go off on at ALL. Completely accidental.
Tomorrow is Sunday and dang how I wish I wasn't working. I picked up a couple hours at work because of the M'stang that I decided to call Arthur for now. Or maybe Lancelot. Hmm. I'll have to eenie meenie minee moe it, I think. That is the only way I'm going to be able to choose. Anyways, I picked up these hours. It won't be horrible because it's not until noon thirty and only till three. It's short, and its the GSA shift so that is decent. But, it is a Sunday. I feel so guilty because A-I just got a calling last week, and now I won't be at church because of work. 2- The Lord helped me get a freaking mustang! I never thought I would own a nice car. Last- I thought I would be seeing some of the other girls at church tomorrow, and nope. It was not to be. Hopefully I'll be forgiven since there is a good reason.
I decided I'm going to make a troll list. Yes. This is a list of people that I do NOT like at all. Instead of using the B word or dumb head, they're just going to be trolls. It is as nice as it is going to get I'm pretty sure. I had to add another person to the troll list today. I don't actually hate this person, but they should never have power at all. There are just certain people that should never be put in a place of power because they can't reign properly. Some people are born to rule, others are there to be backstabbers like Iago and distort everything that people say, and others are born to be subjects that choose the right ruler. I like being a subject! Though if I can steal the crown for a few hours to be queen, then I'm going to do it. I thought I wanted to rant about this but I can't! So, I'll just move on.
I wanted to update you guys on my men! This list is now down to man. There will always be a special place in my heart for the boy who's smile stops my heart, but he just refuses to leave his girlfriend! So, obviously, this won't work. This is okay. He's just too far out of my league. So is Mr. Intrigue but for some reason, he seems to like me! I'll run with it until he comes to his senses! In any case. He and I had an interesting conversation today. As usual it was sort of brief. Actually very brief. But, it was yet another glimpse of who this guy is, and I like it. Though, I'm still very confused. If he would make an actual move, I would be very VERY happy and perfectly willing to oblige. I really want to talk to him in person because I have no idea what he's really like and I just want to know more. But, I'm not going to lie, I hate dating. I don't want to do it anymore. It would be great to meet this guy just so I can figure out if dating is actually something that is appealing again, or if I can just call it quits and wait a few years.
Here is the thing about dating. It's tricky because you have to know what you want. What traits you're looking for. Where you're going in life and where you want to end up. You also have to know the things you can compromise on and the things you can't. You also have to like yourself and have confidence that someone out there is going to like you for you too. The list goes on, but these are the things that popped into my head right off. I only know about a quarter of these things. So, I still have some work I think before I even want to consider dating again.
Okay. Well, This is probably the shortest post I've ever done, but if you couldn't tell, I'm not my normal, witty self because I am SO DANG TIRED. I have to get to sleep so I can wake up and do it all again tomorrow, just for a shorter amount of time. I can tell you, all I want to do is cuddle up with a book tomorrow and stay in bed for the whole day. It's not going to happen.
Goodnight my internet family!
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