Hello my online family! I told you I would do better! I promised! Actually. I didn't. But now, you can have confidence if I do ever make a promise to you! Anyways! Today was a lovely day! How can it not be when you actually get to sleep in past the sun!? That is always step one to a great day. The second step is waking up to see that 10 WHOLE PEOPLE follow your blog!! This is quite amazing. Now. It would be even better if Carrie Jones that awesome author who I love so much would follow it too, though I'm not holding my breath! She is famous and has many other professional items on her agenda! But, since some awesome members of my family, and the greatest friends in the world EVER are reading it, I'm perfectly happy!
I've gotta tell you! I was so very excited to blog this morning when I woke up, and I'm still very excited about it right now, only.. I cannot remember that exciting thing I was going to try to focus on. I know I wanted to express some super potent gratitude to everyone who takes time out of their day to follow my daily (mostly) rants with their eyes! That is super cool! If I had money enough, I would buy you all laptops and send you lovely but lame emails every day, telling you "wow! you've lost weight!!" or "did you get contacts?!" but probably more along the lines of "you trimmed your hair didn't you?!" Ha! No! I would just tell you you're awesome and that you deserve more than laptops! When I'm a rich and famous writer, I will remember the people who started me off with support! Then! I will pay you all what you deserve! Which are castles and private islands!
Well, it is Wednesday night. Glee was on yesterday, and I simply must take a line or two to freak OUT about how it ended and moan about how I have to wait till April 10th for it to come back on! So! This starts now: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!
That is sufficient I believe.
Moving on! One of these days, I hope to turn this blog into like.. a talk show for your eyes. How you may ask?! This would be my plan! To bug my friends into answering questions and what not and post them here for my other friends to enjoy. Don't get your hopes up too high though. It's a poorly thought out plan. Sort of like people who want to jump off a waterfall without checking if there are rocks at the bottom. Much like them, I would rather avoid becoming a Sidney on the rocks. (GET IT?! Like... an alcoholic beverage that is served on the rocks?! No..? Nothing..? Eh.) In any case! There will be fun things coming soon enough!
I also cannot resist telling you about my Target family! Since we spend every day together, bickering, bantering, belly aching, and other B words that I won't post on here for the sake of some of my readers. You catch the drift though, I'm sure! In any case! They are the girls that I wake up to every day. They are my pricing team! I love each and every one of them! I tell you what! I cannot believe some of the things we talk about! It makes me laugh out loud when I think about one specific person getting carried out of a men's bathroom because they drank a straight bottle of Everclear at a Three Dog Night concert! Or the girls that love to go clubbing when they have the weekend off! Or the other who loves Valentines Day because she puts together some pretty elaborate scavenger hunts for her husband! This makes me wish I was somewhat more exciting! I have no fun stories like this! So it seems that I'll need either alcohol or a husband to gain some stories of this caliber! I'm not so sure about that! But! These girls just make my day when they yell my name from across the store just so they can all wave at the same time! The reason this is, is because I am a person who had put all of their eggs in one basket, but I did it with a friend that let me down entirely. So, for the past year, I've had a lot of time just hanging out alone because I thought Best Friends Forever meant longer than Best Friend Till I'm Married. I don't want to discount the friends I have had for years, or the newer friends I've made because I LOVE you all too! The only thing that makes this slightly different is that this person was someone I talked to every day, and told everything to. I feel the same way about best friends as I do about missionaries. Don't waste time unless you know for sure! Anyways! The point is that it has been a while since I've felt accepted by a group of people. It's a great feeling, knowing that they like you for you and not because their calling said they had to or because they're related by blood. To my pricing team I say: You is kind, you is smart, and you is important! (This is funny because none of the girls that are on my team read this blog!)
Switching gears, I would love to tell you about a couple boys that make my heart go in unsteady rhythms. One of them works at Target. For this reason, I won't tell you his name lest some of my vengeful or meddlesome friends decide to take matters into their own hands! But! This boy has been on my mind for a while. The pathetic part is, that I know there won't be anything going on here. Why? Because while he's been on my mind, his girlfriend has been on his. The only issue is that he is a shameless flirt! Oh be still my beating heart! I cannot take it anymore! It is absolute torture! And I'm not the only person to notice this, so don't start telling me I'm crazy, because though I am about a few things, I am NOT about this! This boy is so charismatic that I swear I turn into a liquid state when he speaks. If he shoots a smile in my direction, I about get blasted right out of the building because it is that glorious and I'm not worthy to be in it's presence. Plus, he is sooo nice! His girlfriend probably thinks so too.
The other guy has this way of keeping me guessing. I don't know anything more than his name, and where he goes to school. But I cannot pin down his personality for the life of me! It's very intriguing. At first, I had him pinned at the guy who thinks he's God's gift. Now, I know that he has depth. He is actually capable of being caring, not just pulling flattery out of his you know what. Even though I know this, he still seems so distant. It's crazy. No, his smile doesn't shoot out rays of sunlight, but that is only because I've never seen it in person. That will be step one in deciding with this one I think. So! Those are my two boys! I feel like I should be opening a poll to take your vote..?
I made a mistake last night. After I finished posting about my one true love who isn't mine, I decided to pull out some of the letters I'd received. Trips down memory lane are not a good idea, especially at times when those memories were ones that left your heart broken. The last time I did this, I ended up in tears, calling my not so best friend and begged her for an answer on WHY this happened. I don't know if it was easier to cope with this time because A- I don't have a best friend to call at all hours of the night and beg for answers that only the Lord can provide, or B- I've decided to man up and grow a pair and try to face what happened. It's probably a bit of both. After I'd read these letters, it still made me so very sad, but not unbearably so. All throughout today, those written words came into my head and gave me some relief, as well as discomfort. This is a double edged sword. It did make me realize some things though. I know now, I really did love him. I also know that if a guy can ever express himself to me in that way again, I won't stand a chance. Lastly, I'm looking for someone ten times better than him. This is going to be a challenge, but as Barney Stinsen would say: Challenge accepted.
I would like to lighten the mood a little! Well. actually more than a little! It got a little heavy there and I hate weight lifting! This is a very story amusing occurrence, but it did happen! Today I was craving a burrito so badly. Badly enough, that I wanted to pound my fists into my steering wheel and scream until someone brought me one. That is the thing about being an adult. You can throw tantrums all you want, but the only person who is going to get you something is you. So that's what I did! I held off the tantrums until I reached home, where I had the most mediocre burrito. You know what? I still want one. Taco Time is calling my name, and if I had money, I would answer.
Okay! I think I've gone on long enough! It's now time to let you go back to your lives! Until next time!
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